10th August
[Private; readable by Aveline and Katie]
Well if I thought I was mad before, this cinches it. I actually went along and shagged him. Katie, I'm sure you figured that out by my lack of coming home Friday night. I can't believe I did that. I could blame the whiskey, but I was in enough control of myself to say no and leave, if I 'd wanted to. Clearly, I didn't want to leave. I just thought about how much I needed a good shag and stayed.And Merlin, it was so good I bet he picked that steakhouse because of its setup. Can you believe it had a dining room and bar downstairs, and rentable rooms upstairs? As though he knew I'd be shagging him. It makes me angry to think I fell right into that ploy. I haven't spoken to him since yet. Not sure if I want to. Though I really want another go
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Once again I act and then think. You think I'd actually learn, yeah?
Well if I thought I was mad before, this cinches it. I actually went along and shagged him. Katie, I'm sure you figured that out by my lack of coming home Friday night. I can't believe I did that. I could blame the whiskey, but I was in enough control of myself to say no and leave, if I 'd wanted to. Clearly, I didn't want to leave. I just thought about how much I needed a good shag and stayed.
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Once again I act and then think. You think I'd actually learn, yeah?